was it pity? did you only do it so i wouldn't get hurt? a little late for that. i thought you meant it. i told you how everything turned out. and spite that, you asked, and i agreed. because i told you what i wanted, and you supposedly wanted it to. now, i could care less. i still want it, but not out of a charity case, or you felt obliged. i thought you were cooler than that. your still my friend, yes, but i think i lost some respect...
love, trebleclefs, and silence of a thousand broken hearts,
-J.R.S.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
BUILD-A-BEAR
I realize my posts have been slightly emo, so this is a happy post. Today, my friends and I went to the local mall. We did some shopping(nothing new) but decided it was a good idea to go to build a bear. we only meant to look, but ended up making one, and naming it ryden gabilliam pinto. we sure love our slash fic! I'll post a pic eventually. We each get it for one month, and I get it first!
lyrics
if i asked you if i meant anything
could you look at me honestly and say yes
if we could back and time and pick a moment
would it be the same if i asked you to guess
you broke down the walls and opened my heart
but left me cold and empty from the start
im not one to trust easy
and you took all my trust away
so if i sit here pleading
would you be so kind as to stay?
could you look at me honestly and say yes
if we could back and time and pick a moment
would it be the same if i asked you to guess
you broke down the walls and opened my heart
but left me cold and empty from the start
im not one to trust easy
and you took all my trust away
so if i sit here pleading
would you be so kind as to stay?
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Secret
I'm tired of always having something to hide. There is a total of 6 people in the world I can tell anything too. None are my parents. I have these people, but are still so leery towards letting my emotions out. It's a wall I build to stop me from getting hurt, and so far it's worked. Included in those 6 people, is one person in particular. The first one I told my newest secret. My biggest one yet. And that person is my best-friend. They may think so, they may think we're just regular friends. But I think we're best-friends. I just am kinda tired of my life being so complicated I can't just sit back and not think about ONE of my secrets. Sorry to bore you with my troubles.
Love, trebleclefs, and java chip frapachinos,
-J.R.S.
Love, trebleclefs, and java chip frapachinos,
-J.R.S.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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